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Less sick, more stressed

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I had a very fitful rest last night.  I kept waking up, tossing and turning.

I dreamed that I was at a very small Best Buy.  Freddy Kruger was there (!) and I wasn’t afraid of him.  It was sorta like “Oh, Freddy.  You’re a has-been.  Go away.”

As I was leaving the Best Buy, which was adjacent to a hotel lobby, I ran into my friend Sharnell who was on her way to an Omega function with a bunch of other people.  She was wearing what seemed to be an Omega sweetheart tiki.  I gave her a hard time about it, but then let her pass.  Hell, clearly I was just jealous.  lol

I had a bad weekend because I was sick and because I found out my roommate would be leaving.  Today.  At 5pm.  So now I have to find somebody.  This is not what I needed in the final days of preparation for these novels dropping.

But the good news is I feel a lot less sick.  I think I “broke” whatever cold I had yesterday when I slept the day away.

I’m making a point to blog every day now, btw.  If I’m going to take over the world again, it starts here.

I don’t want to work a traditional full-time job anymore, although I really, really like the one I have and do a good job at it.  I just think ultimately, who I was born to be is a novelist.

Not much else to say about it.

And we’re back

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Happy Sunday!

I’ve been sick for the past week with what I presume is a cold.  I am very, very tired and have a bit of a cough.  The sore throat is not nearly as bad as it was.

I’ve been working hard to complete the typesetting for Lazarus, Covenant, and Epiphany this week.  So far, so good.

People keep asking me when they will be available.  I literally cannot tell you the exact date.  The new way that I publish is through CreateSpace, a company owned by Amazon.  I can give a rough date of November 20, but it quote honestly could be earlier than that depending on how efficiently the typesetting and review process go, or later than that.

So rather than asking, just keep your eyes and ears open.  🙂

Bear with me as I get back into the habit of blogging more regularly.  I’ve mentioned that I am not a fan of my current website design, but I’m stuck with it until I can get the money together for an overhaul.

Finally, thank you all for the support over the years.  It takes a special kind of fan to support a self-published author whose work is four years overdue!

PS — For the people at StoryCasting.com – it’s really me.  🙂

Freakin’ NaNo….Freakin’ Life

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It’s day 10 of NaNoWriMo and CLEARLY I am not a third of the way through this novel.  Ugh.  But in a sense, I knew I wouldn’t complete 50k in thirty days this year.  Maybe I will if I allow myself time.

It’s been an overwhelming month and even though I’ve prioritized properly, it just sucks that what I want to do gets the least amount of time.

Case in point:  I hate my job.  In the last version of my blog, I hated my job.  Before then, I hated that job, too.  There is a pattern here.  One would assume that if everything else changes, and I still hate my job, then common sense tells you that I am the common denominator.

But does that mean that I am a bad employee or does it mean that I am just not doing what I love?  I vote for the latter, though I would still argue that I also have just not been very lucky in the places that I’ve worked.

Still, I have to apply for jobs because I need a full-time gig.  I really do believe that I have a lot to offer a nonprofit organization, but in the past year, none of the ones which I’ve felt strongly about have felt the same way about me.

REMINISCENT OF MY LOVE LIFE.

Anyway, though I am slightly overwhelmed, I am still good, and quite happy with the content of my latest novel so far.  It’s called Dark Nation and it’s my first bit of speculative fiction.   Octavia Butler meets Dead Prez?  Just maybe.

NaNoWriMo 2010

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I am soooooo not freakin’ ready for National Novel Writing Month.

Yeah… that’s all.  lol

Okay, not really.

This will be the first year that I “officially” participate, which almost assures that I won’t reach the goal.  This is also the first year that I try to write a novel while focusing on a lot of other things, including running for a national office in Alpha Phi Omega, finding full-time work, getting more photography clients, developing a client base for my consultancy, and you know, just basically trying to pay rent.

I think I owe it to myself and the people who enjoy my work to make sure that I consider myself a novelist first.  A novelist who happens to have to do other things to pay the bills.  Mentally, I am okay with that designation.  And I am okay with struggling for a while until I reach my ultimate goal.

It’s still scary, though.